.story of my life.

2010-04-04T23:51:00.000+08:00

i miss life in TRACOM. i miss ns49/09. =(

extras

2010-03-05T16:54:00.001+08:00

I NEED TO DO SOME POWERHOUSING REALLL SOON. who is up for it? hahahahahaha

SSO ARH.

2010-03-05T16:34:00.003+08:00

team delta, golf div, ops team chalet

basically my life have been revolving ard work
2days work 2 days off isnt a laughing matter
12 hrs per shift
its damn tiring
hahaha
the ppl at my work are not bad..but...

BUT I MISS NS 49/09
i wish i was still at tracom
doing pt with them
eating our meals at the mess
times in the bunk
i miss being a trainee
i miss zubir, sharizal, sufyan, alief, rudy eg.
i cant name them all
hahahaha
we got to meet up soon guys
i wonder how u guys are doing
hope ure doing great

and my deepest consolences to khai.
be strong...

basically thats abt it. gotta work later.. gaaaaaahhhh

POC ORH!

2010-01-16T19:03:00.003+08:00

its been nearly 5 mths since im in HTA
frm 8 sept till now
i will officially pass out on the 22nd jan ( friday)
its been a loooooong journey
its gona end though
its a joyous moment but at the same time its really2 saddening
haha
yea it was tough in there but i made great friends
ppl of different characters
different strengths
different weaknesses
but in the end we still pull it off
its been a great time being with you guys
im really going to miss you guys alot
thx for everiting
DONT JUST LET IT BE ANOTHER MEMORY!
its smthing i will remember for life

the final week!

Lu TanyA Gua SApA?! PEs Bp AH!
4-3-2-1... POC ORH!

gonna miss 49..and most definetely, bunk 108. foxtrot company! haha.

P.S: i passed my law test wif 93.5% . and upgraded my pes to pes B. ahahahaha.i like. :)

2009-12-18T21:14:00.001+08:00

its been quite some time since i updated
well
im going to POC next mth
it will mark the end of my trainee lyf
hahah
i passed my drill test
got a marksman for my shooting
ermmm
i thinks that abt all?
next week gonna have my scenario base test
and law test is coming!!!!
gahhhh
dats all for now

above is a pic of my beloved squad. hahahaha. the fatso. outz!

saturday!

2009-11-22T10:06:00.007+08:00

went to vivo early in the morning for brunch
not bad
hahas

thennnn headed to bedok
coz my frens were having a match
i didnt play coz i was frm vivo and
malas sia nk balek amek barang2!
hahahahaha
so i juz watched
it was shocking coz the scoreline was 6-6
i mean most of the opponent were school team
ard 9 of them?
but we still managed wif a draw
good game
then went off to have dinner blablabla
home sweet home

i had a very2 bad headache
friday and sat i was dowwn wif a flu
and now its sunday(book in day)
and i feel fine!
wtf!
nw i wont get my mc. :(
hahahah

so watever
booking in todae
train3
wooooooooo.

outz!

what a week

2009-11-21T08:24:00.003+08:00

ferst and foremost!
hahaha
get well soon FI, ABANG DEEN or watever they are calling u these days
hahaha
basically my FI was caught in an accident
gi beli P plate ah
hahahahahahaha
get well soon coz i wud rather do physical training under u than FI zaki
hahahahahaha
aniwaes
my exams are closer
my ippt is next week
first aid training is also nxt week
my firearms(shooting) is in 2 weeks time
gonna be a hectic month
but after that i will be freeeeee
POP OH
haha
and in 3 weeks time 138TH INTAKE WILL COME IN OOOOOOH
hahahahahahahaha

as for my life...
hmmm
im tired of WAITING
im tired of HOPING
im tired of SEARCHING
im tired of CHASING
in the end i still end up getting nothing
oh wait
i still get smth
i get hurt
pish

now my top priorities are:
1st)fitness
2nd)fitness
3rd)fitness
4th)pass my law
5th)marksmanship
6th)Friends. enjoyment
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.
31241413th) relationship

i juz wanna be happi like hw i used to be...
hmmm
i cant say i dun miss u.. :)

2009-11-14T01:34:00.003+08:00

met an old fren of mine
had pastamania for dinner
talked abt life
hahaha
u guys last long aye
sampai kahwin skali
hahaha
congrats
niwaes
thats all for tonite i guess
damn tired
i gotta feeling it wud be a very2 fun day tmrw. hahahaha
mitting up wif zaini, wan , helmi and mebe shaheed.
and some other ppl ^^
hahas

nytes worrllddddddd.

2 mths to go... half way ther bros. hahas
pop oh!

update u guys again abt tmrw if everiting worked out as planned. muahhaa. nites worllldddd.

book out again

2009-11-07T02:20:00.003+08:00

same ol same ol
book out again
i saw my timetable for next week
morning, mass drill
afternoon class frm 9 till 4
mass drill again.
and its gg to be like dat till fri
kalau da gitu, gituuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu je la.

its bcoz of this apex thingy
and my squad is not deployed for it
i guess dats all then..

yang dikejar tidak dapat, yang dikendong berciciran...
hmm. thx eh zal for reminding me..
i guess it was great while it lasted huh? hahas...
cheers bro.

BP BOLEH!

a little bit

2009-11-01T16:25:00.001+08:00

Tapi kenyataan aku bukan siapa-siapa
kuingin engkau mencintaiku apa adanya

Ku bukan superstar kaya dan terkenal
Ku bukan saudagar yang punya banyak kapal
Ku bukan bangsawan, ku bukan priyayi
Ku hanyalah orang yang ingin dicinta

aku kan saper.... :p

k im bored...

yesterday

2009-11-01T13:38:00.002+08:00

hmm yesterday was not so bad
woke up ard 7? went jogging
step fit
hahahaha
then wathced hindustan
then off to ubi to my cuzzins place
lamer seh tk mit my grandma
then watch hindustan again
hahahahaha
wanted to slack wif the bois there but they were busy
so onli met up wif nash.

talked for abit and went to yishun then blablabla
end of my day
hahah

booking in today:(
mit up wif u guys soon.
cheers.

book out seh!

2009-10-30T21:53:00.002+08:00

the 136th intake had just POP-ed
jealous sia!
everiwhere they go they were like "P.O.P OH!"
hahaha
well
my IPPT is next week!
and i dun think i will pass
muahaha
but on the plus side
im going to POP in 2 -3 mths time?
RULE 5#
ENDURE!
hahas
k im dead tired
can wait for POP
it will come after many2 test and exams.
gaaaaaaahhhh

dats all for now
cheers. wif much love.

dewayne, dexter and nigel. 138th intake. 08 dec. :) all the best. welcome to HTA. hahahaha

2009-10-26T13:15:00.003+08:00

I MISS MY HAIR. :(

2009-10-26T13:02:00.003+08:00

old pic
miss them oh so much
hahas
its been a long time since i trained
and i will have to wait for a few mths to join the class
tunggu sampai POP sheeesh

and its been a while since i met my ubi frens
miss them even more
sorie bro tk dpt turun da lamer. ns.
aku try dtg k jumper korang2 biler aku free. hehe.
thats all
outz!

P.S: some idiots dunnow hw to charge their phones
IDIIOOOOTTTT.

botak + cap = funni. hahahahaha

2009-10-25T19:03:00.003+08:00

went to my cuzzin's place coz ader jemputan

house warming smth like dat

very very very very very

boring

but on the bright siide the food was awesome

hahas

some ppl were busy wif frens so i was like pushed away

hahahaha

sitting alone in the dark corner of my room

all by myself..

its so coldd...

hahahahahaha

irritz

i think thats abt it ah

going out later to lepak for a bit

hmm

dats all i guess

draggy day

sheeeesh

besok book in

erggghhh

love u all

2009-10-17T22:18:00.002+08:00

HEY peeps.
haha
long time since i updated
coz my internet was dwn for abt 2 weeks.

i have finished my PTP
and nw i have started learning law, pdt, socc and stuff
and i swear i wud sleep in law class everiday
its not bcoz the OC squad is boring
but after traing so hard, u get to go to and aircondition class
MESTI AH TDO
hahaha

overall
its fun la
go thru pain and laugters wif ur sqad mates
and ive lost 5 kg. :):):):)
hahahaha
k thats abt it

BOOK IN TMRW
gaaaah
welcome to ns.

raye

2009-09-21T12:10:00.002+08:00

selamat hari raya!!
maaf zahir dan batin
kalau terkutuk, ke terguris hati saper2
apaper la yg dibuat yg salah dari A-Z
harap dapat dimaafkan

booking in today
gahhhhhhhhhhhhh
WELCOME TO NS!.

2009-09-15T10:56:00.001+08:00

MOVE LIKE LIGHTNING, SHOUT LIKE THUNDER!
NS49!FOXTROT COMPANY!

before and after

2009-09-15T10:32:00.009+08:00

Before going off to a better place

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so here i am
hahaha
after 6 days of ns
it was supposed to be 10 days
but my squad was sent hme due to h1n1
one guy in my squad was infected
hope he is doing well...
aniwaes
camp life is not that bad as i expected
i have great bunk mates hu never stops to make me laugh
train together
eat together
polish boots together. hahaha
i guess dats all
time to enjoy till hari raya! wohoo!!!!
i kinda miss ns oredi. haha.

BobOi PoLiiCe

2009-09-07T14:44:00.003+08:00

tmrw is the day.
8 september 2009
NATIONAL SERVICE
UNTUK BANGSA DAN NEGARA! MAJULAH!.
HAHAHHAHAHAHAH
all the best to me
and all to best to nic's PLKN
hahahahaha
love all of u
and love some of u abit more
hahahs
thats all.
gonna miss u guys
and also gonna miss my hair. ALOT.
dats all then..

.hanya kau yg mampu.

2009-08-30T05:16:00.001+08:00

Ku cuba redakan relung hati
Bayangmu yang berlalu pergi
Terlukis di dalam kenangan
Bebas bermain di hatiku

Cerita tentang masa lalu
Cerita tentang kau dan aku
Kini tinggal hanya kenangan
Kau abadi di dalam hatiku

Harusnya takkan ku biarkan engkau pergi
Membuat ku terpuruk rasa ingin mati
Derita yang mendera kapan akan berakhir
Hanya engkau yang mampu taklukkan hatiku

Cerita tentang masa lalu
Cerita tentang kau dan aku
Kini tinggal hanya kenangan
Kau abadi di dalam hatiku

Harusnya takkan ku biarkan kau pergi
Membuat ku terpuruk rasa ingin mati
Derita yang mendera kapan akan berakhir
Hanya engkau yang mampu taklukkan hatiku

Aku cinta ooohhhhhh
Aku cinta oooooooo
Aku cinta ooohhhhhh
Aku cinta oooooooo

Harusnya takkan ku biarkan engkau pergi
Membuat ku terpuruk rasa ingin mati
Derita yang mendera kapan akan berakhir
Hanya engkau yang mampu taklukkan hatiku

Aku cinta ooohhhhhh
Aku cinta oooooooo
Aku cinta ooohhhhhh
Aku cinta oooooooo

Hanya engkau yang mampu taklukkan hatiku
ooooo

2009-08-28T03:17:00.002+08:00

its been a long time since i updated
hmm
nth much happend though
actually alot of shits happend
but cant blog abt it
bottomline is i cant slack at ubi for a huge reason
-_-
aniwaesssssss
ns is damn freaking near
11 days to be exact
ppl like nadia, nicole & athirah i noe u guys are dying to see me bald-ed
seriously i feel so freaking sad
coz of ns
gah
i guess dats all for nw.
will update soon. hehhhhhhhhh

i miss you!.

NATIONAL DAY

2009-08-10T01:29:00.001+08:00

09 08 09
29 more days to my ns!
hahaha
aniwaes
today was great
todae was awesome
today was the bomb
today was love
i love today and i loved everiting that happened
*SmileS*

happi bdae to singapore aniwaes
belated ah.
k outz!!!

i love u loads. :)

2009-07-27T14:43:00.003+08:00

sorie ah muka ngah kental and penat.

got my medal ydae

hahaha.

so yea

it was a tiring day ydae

one whole day at thomsonCC

hahas

there was a lot of events happening there

blablabla

im lazy to update

haha

k la outz!

lepak buddies

2009-07-17T00:37:00.012+08:00

boxing match. haha.

boi, me and aeed. tired and sweating like mad after silat+ boxing. haha

went to ubi coz i had silat todae

slacked with some of them b4 training

fun lar sey.

been lepaking there almost everiday

jiwe beb

hahah

after silat played a bit of boxing

wah damn tiring siak

worse than silat

nth much to talk abt

coz most stuff juz cant be explained by words

k tk

didnt get pics of most of them coz kind of occupied

wif someone

u shud no urself.

buat org high je tau

beh cabut.

pantat.

imysm..

haha

dats all for todae

outz!

bila bila... jiwaku tetap di sana.

2009-07-05T20:18:00.002+08:00

hey2
went fishing again ydae
but wif more ppl
haha
but basically the normal ppl were there also
so yea
IT WAS MY FERST TIME CATCHING A FISH
hahahahaha
it may be small
like 8 inches? 9?
but still
its still a fish
hahah
ikan usat
i think ah thats hw its spelled
to shikin:im pro. its not that dorg kesiankan
so yea
most of us caught one ydae
so yea
gitu2 ah. haha. we have been like wat fishing every weekends?
hahah
gerek pe
k la
dats all
im gg msia tmrw
wooohu
hahaha
outz!

jiwaku tetap di sana..bila bila..

song for u.

2009-06-29T19:24:00.003+08:00

Vagetoz – Kehadiranmu

hadirnya dirimu berikan suasana baru
kau mampu tenangkan aku
di saat risau dalam hatiku

lembutnya sikapmu meluluhkan hati ini
terbuai aku terlena oleh dirimu
oleh dirimu

reff:

jantung pun bergetar saat engkau ada di dekatku
mungkinkah diriku telah jatuh cinta pada dirimu
sebisa diriku mencoba untuk melupakanmu
namun ku tak bisa
kau pun selalu ada dalam hatiku

dan biarkan semua mengalir apa adanya
ku yakin kau pun pahami perasaanku, perasaanku

repeat reff

wooohu

2009-06-28T00:04:00.002+08:00

had exams in the morning
not sleeping for the nite was worth it
haha
i think ah
im 60% CONFIDENT i will pass
haha
then!
MET RECRUIT COMMANDO WILLY
his head was sparkling
hahahahaha
and he looks more fit
but black.ate at KFC
catch up on times
while he told us stories
haha *SECRET*
wtf sia
hahahaha
then went off to changi village to mit my ubi frens
aeed, boboy, zeed, sufi, farid, syawal and arep
went fishing
it was fun la
it was onli my second time fishing
i didnt caught ani btw
haha
but aeed caught 2 fish
ikan cermin and lagi satu aper tah ah. mcm ikan keli tapi bukan
besar lak tu
hahah
me and boboy were generous
we gave the fish food without asking any in return
hahahaha
pe la susah nk tangkap
ikan2 cume mkn umpan je
tknk gigit hook
pandai pulak dorg eh
hahaha
then went straight home.
so here i am.
blogging away
penat tau maen tug of war ngan ikan.
most of the time they juz let go
ish
losers!
hahah
dats all for today. im tired max-imum tune 3DX.
nites!

2009-06-23T22:22:00.002+08:00

at last

i got the pic frm silat

but onli one

hahaha

so hard to mit nic to get the pics sia

k its alrite

im o.k

i think god can explain.

haha

dats all

no plans for tmrw

most probably gg lepak at ubi

standard

haha

dats all peeps

outz!

2009-06-22T01:14:00.000+08:00

exams in ard 9 hrs time. FUCK.
GG. argh.. must pass..

2009-06-08T01:32:00.002+08:00

sunday
had my competition
wanted to upload the vid but
ferstly, i sucked. beh cm malu. haha
and it takes damn long to update.
i won one and lost one
which means im bringing hme a silver
my ferst fite was ok ah
won by juz a bit
second fite
well i got owned like fuck
paiseh nk mampus sia
he is in silat for 8 years btw
quite experienced compared to me
which is ard one year of exp coz of o lvls.
watever it is, i lost
at least i still have smth shiny to hang ard my neck
haha
so yea
dats all

i wud like to put up pics but my beloved "just turned" 17 fren nicole has yet to send me the pics
sheeeeesh
happi bdae to u btw.
hahas
dats all
need to rest
bengkak everywhere
haha
outz!

2009-06-06T13:37:00.000+08:00

haiya so bored
cant wait for sunday!

2009-06-04T13:24:00.002+08:00

i juz hope ur fucking happi.
call me a fool
coz i really was
wtf was i thinking
wasted my time
wasted my money
ah fuck it

wat goes ard comes ard
karma
nicole noes ALOT abt it.

must not trip. must not trip. must not trip.
sabar jeeee..

2009-05-30T18:41:00.002+08:00

08 SEPTEMBER 2009

NS BEB!

I TOLD U GUYS I WUD GET POLICE

AND GUES WAT? I DID. hahahahaha

so yea

hahaha

my match for silat is next week i guess

and im damn scared

ish

dats all

cheerios

2009-05-29T01:22:00.003+08:00

BUSY BUSY BUSY BUSY!!
haha
silat every weekends
plus trainings on thurs and fri
work
skool
wah jialat
haha

sometimes i wonder wat u are doing
sometimes i do think of our past
but there is smth u said dat really2 broke my heart
i really cant take it animore
so yea
its not easy to be "just" friends
nice knowing u
apprecciated it
some wounds juz cant heal
(like u noe basilisk bite.if an of u guys read harry potter ah. haha)
all the best to ur o lvls. all the best to my competition
annnnddddd NS. haha
sayonara....

helo world

2009-05-18T01:23:00.003+08:00

new work place

new environment

blablabla

been working here since 2 weeks ago

my daily schedule is mostly filled in wif work

haha

fun though

sometimes i do miss swensens

so yea

aniwaes

the next couple of weeks is fucking hectic

my parents and sister are off to london

i got 2 projects to hand up in 2 weeks time

i got silat competition next week

so yea

i got to work everiday

i still need to squeeze in time to do my projects and

do some self training for the competition

BTW

my enlistment date is 06/10/2009

its for ns ppl

ur fren/brother/exboifren/future boifren, zul,

is finally grown up and needs to serve the country

wtf

haha

need to start on my projects

gahhhh

tiil then

much love

outz!

SILAT!

2009-05-03T00:19:00.003+08:00

had a friendly match at chaichee today
one of my team member
abang andy broke one of his toes
idk hw to ssay which one but yea
intergrasio is onli nxt week and these kinds of things happen
hais
niwaes
i won the fite
and yeah
keeps me motivated for the upcoming competition!
nxt mth
scary
i hope i can at least bring home a bronze
but a gold wud be fine. hahahahah
so yea
thats all
best of luck to me for the upcoming fite
outz!
good nite
im dead tired.
byeeeeeeeeeeeeee

2009-04-30T15:04:00.002+08:00

skool todae.
830
but as usual
im late
bahhhh
haha
ANIWAES!
I CHEATED DEATH TODAY!
CCB!
i was under the tree
suddenly
something hard dropped beside
the position i was 5 seconds ago
i tot it was a tree branch
it landed with a loud thud
like i said, i tot it was a tree branch. but it moved!
it actually was a large lizard!
WAHLANOI!(inside joke)
if the lizard landed on my head im sure i wont be here typing
it was big la
ard 10 inches? or more? idk. probably ard 5-7 kg?
all i noe was that in landed wif a loud thud and it was big
it was shocking and funni at the same time
now i got lizard rashes. lizard boi(inside joke)ccb
hahaha
thats all
have to go silat later
sians.
k outs!

my lips like sugar

2009-04-24T15:16:00.003+08:00

went to a number of interveiews
but still no call back
sians..
no job
no skool
no money
sadded
no money = no max tune + no shopping blablabla
nth else to update seh
haha
coz nth interesting
not as if i have skool or watsoever like other ppl. hahaha
actually i do la
but 2 times a week
3 hrs per class
waste of time
dats all bye

LETS PARTY-ARTY INSANE!. LETS PARTY-ARTY INSANE!
20th may

sunday

2009-04-19T16:25:00.003+08:00

cb la
im fucking bored sia
ydae had my sis nye daughter's ferst bday party
it was hmmm ok la.
so yea
nw im still at my sis nye rumah
im damn fucking bored
everybody has start schooling
i onli have to attend skool 2 times a week
and im jobless
sian sia!!!
like loner
hahaha

so yea
im left wif erm idk... hu eh?..

munirah said i sound like some one
k fine. i will stop
im moving onnnn
ergh
i need a job real bad
to help time flyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy faster than ever b4
ish
hais..
need to work....

2009-04-14T23:48:00.003+08:00

thx for telling me the truth
thx for everiting
truth is, i juz cant accept it if u go with him
but if u did, then i juz hope ur happi
hope he treats u way better
and love u even more than wat i cud have given u
ergh
so yea
dats all
besok skolaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

time to clear the mess in my head
and fucking move on. lols

im hapi2. yay. haha
time to find a job and do wat i alwaes do

hey

2009-04-13T01:30:00.003+08:00

i shudnt have said those kind of things.
im sorie

my blog song
i still remember it.
till nw.
the way i do...

BrothErs

2009-04-08T00:45:00.007+08:00

idk why but the pic turns out like diz.

mcm ader aura gitu. imran's aura

feeling2 doctor ah sikit. hahaha

went to visit imran again

haha

sedih sia member kene extend lagi satu hari

tmrw he will be discharged

if everiting goes well ah

lets the pics do the talking

niwaes

FML

2009-04-06T21:56:00.002+08:00

today!
well
imran was mia for like 2 days
his phone was off and such
then
i called his hse
he wasnt at hme..
i found out that he was in the hospital!haha
MEMBER MAKAN ROJAK KAT GEYLANG BEH KENE FOOD POISONING
hahaha
kecoh ah
i was shocked ah jgk
so me hakim and irfan went to the hospital to pay him a visit
haha
he was weak ah he had to use pampers all.
sadded seh
talk wif him for abit
dier sakit2 pun maseh buleh isap rokok kat toilet
mcm siak
like secondary skool seh
Get well soon bro!
tmrw he will be discharged
haha
k la
thats all
reminder
dun eat rojak
k bye.

2009-04-06T00:13:00.001+08:00

i failed PBM(II) WTF SIA!
so now failed 3
need 321 bux. fucked up.
gtg
need to find cash. haha
bye.

2009-04-02T17:06:00.004+08:00

thursdaaaaaay
sian sia
stayed hme for ydae and todae
onli went out at nite to dots wif imran
haha
so yea
skip silat todae coz im plain lazy to go
aniwaes
im gg melaka tmrw
for 3 days
yay. hahah
gonna miss a silat friendly sia this sat
cb tol..
hais..
so yea
dats all for today
gg out to mit imran later
kalau tk hujan ah. hahaha
dats all
as for my love life?
i dun really noe
cant say i dun care though
well
gitu2 ah

BTW! NICOLE is officially BRACED. hahahaha. LAZY TO UPLOAD PICS THOUGH. ITS PINK IN KARER. HAHAHAHAH. PLS IMAGINE THIS ON UR MINDS AND LAUGH. COZ ITS FUNNI. hahahahahahaha

2009-03-30T14:16:00.004+08:00

helo3!
long time nvr update
coz i was lazy
niwaes
watch mall cop the other day
funny sial
haha
and the bad guys were like cool uh
fuh
k la
lazy to elaborate
haha

SOMEBODY ACCUSE ME THAT I WAS USING BLACK MAGIC(FAIL!!)
FITNAH LEBIH TERUK DARI MEMBUNUH TAU.
hahahaha
shud get evidence of it then put it on fail blog ah. hahaha
niwaes
i dun use eh black magic eh.
ish
astaraghfirullahalazim...

hahas
so yea
nth much happened in my life
my life pretty much revolves ard dota, msn, silat, blackshot, soccer, lepak, nicole, jogging.
all those stuff ah
and i find it boring
coz im broke and cant do alot of things i used to do
i need a job
AND FURTHER MORE, I NEED TO REMODULE 2 SUBJECTS. 642 BUX SIA!

nvm
thats all
and to nadia
i noe ur every move
coz i can control u
MUAHAHAHAHa.
(actually i do use it.)

too. more. most. forever. infinity
this i promise u.

2009-03-27T02:13:00.004+08:00

Our sun is set, our day is done,
I’m left here wondering
Is this the end, my final words to you
Day turned to night and now you’re gone,
I’m left here pondering
Can this be true, are we really through?

You were the wind beneath my wings,
taught me how to fly
With you I lived among the kings,
how could this ever die
So I say farewell, I’m yours forever,
And I always will be

We were one, we were all,
we were the only
Future full of hope,
nothing could stand in our way
But dreams can change,
visions fall, I feel so lonely
I would walk through fire for just one more day

You were the angel of my life, taught me to be free
Now I’m a stranger in your eyes,
walls are closing in on me
So I say farewell, I’m yours forever
And I always will be
Missing you, in my heart you are the one
And you always will be

When I turn to the east,
I see no dawn,
But after darkness comes the light
And when I turn to the west, the silent night hides all
Where is the light that shines so bright
So I say farewell, I’m yours forever
And I always will be
Missing you, in my heart you are the one
And you always will be
Nah-nah-na ... and you always will be
Nah-nah-na ... and you always will be
And you always will be
My little one you are
And you always will be

2009-03-25T01:52:00.003+08:00

Tanpa Cintamu aku resah

Tanpa Kasihmu aku hampa

Tanpa Dirimu aku mati

kau tetap di hati.

tiada pengganti.

maafkan la kasih

:):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):)

2009-03-24T01:17:00.006+08:00

niwaes helped imran to install DOTA on his comp
damn laggy ah his comp
janji dier happi sudah
wasnt a great day today but i choose to not think abt it and get on wif it
haha
went jogging juz now
but ended up to lepak more than jog.
haha
yay yay sat got match
cant wait for it siaaaaaaaaaaaa
hahaha

Wilfred! alvin! black out! ZAINI!
north side!. east side!

.lets dance.

2009-03-23T20:07:00.002+08:00

idk wats happening
idk wat to do
tell me the truth. pls
idk wat i want
my life is all messed up
argh
fuck
i feel like killing something
or someone.

show me the path. show me the light.
i dun care, juz fucking show me or tell me smething i dk right nw
im not in the right state of mind.
if u have smth to tell me then do
argh.
move on move on. fuck this shit.
i cant take this animore.
peace out.

2009-03-22T23:41:00.002+08:00

for whom it may concerm. u noe hu u are

Sampainya hati mu
Buatku tertunggu-tunggu
Kerana kau sayang
Tidur malam tak menentu
Rindu merindu selama ini
Ku takut kan menjadi kenangan

Aku menangis sayang
Bila kau tiada
Tak sanggup rasanya aku
Berjauhan dari mu
Resah hati ku

Jangan menangis sayang
Ku seperti dulu
Rindu ku hanya padamu
Cinta ku hanya untukmu
Buat selamanya

Kalau padi kata padi
Tidak aku tertampi-tampi
Kalau benci kata benci
Tidak aku nanti terus menanti

Berjanjilah sayang
Hanya aku di hati mu ku juga berjanji
Hanya kau di hati

2009-03-21T23:03:00.005+08:00

SATURDAY!!!!

had my silat performance for my team manager's anak sedare

or smth nye wedding.

it went well

but we did cock up a little.

WALAO eh. hahahas

but it was alrite. hahaha

then off to mit nadia and some of her frens

nadia step study onli

distracted onli sia nadia

hahaha

walao eh.

so dats all

it was fun but nah idk

i cant make decisions. hahahahahaha

*inside joke*

dats all for now! outz!

tuesday. gelare 1/2 price day. hahah

2009-03-18T03:01:00.002+08:00

fun day. ice cream day
numb my probs away
k tk
hahah
fun day
great day
advised nic like a mum day.
silat night.

TMRw!
shopping wif imran
k he needs to shop
coz he juz got his pay. im looking for a job tmrw. sheeesh. haha
dats all
bye!!!!!

2009-03-16T03:09:00.003+08:00

havent been having the best of days. maybe weeks. i dunno when will it end..
hais..
i need someone.
some i had..
hais.nvm

something for u.. haiz..

It never crossed my mind at all
That's what I tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You better off with someone else
It is for the best
I know it is

But I see you
Sometimes I try to hide
what I feel inside
And I turn around
You're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
I'm not over you

Memories suppose to fade
What's wrong with my heart
Shake it off let it go
Didn't think it'd be this hard
Should be strong, moving on
But I see you

Sometimes I try to hide what I feel inside
And I turn around you're with him now
I just can't figure it out

Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it
Tell me whyI can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you

Maybe I regret
Everything I said
No way
To take it all back
Yeah
Now I'm on my own
I wont let you go
I'll never understand
I'll never understandYeah, ohhh, wooo, ohh
Tell me why
You're so hard to forget
Don't remind me
I'm not over it

Tell me why
I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
Tell me whyYou're so hard to forget
Don't remind meI'm not over it
Tell me whyI can't seem to face the truth
And I really don't know what to do
I'm just a little too not over you
I'm not over you

its not easy.. im trying.. coz i noe its the best for u.. for us.. sorie...

saturday!!

2009-03-14T16:34:00.002+08:00

the nite b4 i came back at 330 am. coz met up wif hakim and irfan
eat slacked
talked abt dota, skool memories
haha
cb miss skool sia
alot of things happen eh
time flies when ur lepaking. hahahah

aniwaes!
had soccer this morning
versus dexter team
cb our jersey like traffic police sia the colour
luminous green
we shud name ourselves TP
ahha
played at hougang
full 90 mins
damn tiring
but we won!
4-2!! EH DEX! 4-2 LEH. hahahahahaha
we were quite lucky la actually. especially our last goal
but the main thing is we won. hahahs
hope to challenge their team again. as in really play at proper place and wif referee all
then it will be more fun. as both teams will be at their best
well idk
have to wait for ZAINI. the guy that will picit me. hahahah
so dats all for nw. im dead tired. haha outz!

2009-03-06T00:53:00.013+08:00

fries devil. HAHAHAHAHAH.
flag raising ceremony

flag raising. hahahahahah

athirah button. and nadia munching away.

brother gay. HAHAHAHAHA

hw it started

more finger

k more.

maximum. hahaha

went to the coral sports day today. ok la.

met my old skool mates and teachers.

HELIO GOT GOLD MEDAL SIOL!. haha

played dota wif imran all for abit then off to watch a movie wif nadia

marley and me

damn fucked up dog la the marley. hahaha

then off to silat

waaaaaaaa

dats all for now.

tired la.

AND I NEED TO REMODULE ECONS. ccb.......

2009-03-03T23:33:00.003+08:00

k we were darn tired and bored jogging

hahahahaha

so we snapped this pic

hahahahahahahahahahahaha

k aku tau lame ah

at least got pic. sheesh. haha

outz!!!.

A little smthing for u.

What are we suppose to do

After all that we've been through

Where everything that felt so right is wrong

Now that the love is gone

Love is gone....

What are we suppose to do

After all that we've been through

Where everything that felt so right is wrong

Now that the love is gone

There is nothing else to proof

Now you still deny the simple truth

Can't find the reason to keep holding on

Now that love is goneLove is gone...

Now that the love is gone

The love felt so right so wrong

Now that the love is gone

I feel so hurt inside

Feel so hurt inside

Got to find a reason

jjyyeeeaaahhh

2009-03-03T19:40:00.003+08:00

february is long gone?
ader2 je si kecik nie
hahahaha
im busy nowadays u noe
nyehhh
haha

so yea
went jogging ydae
damn fun
haha
den lepak wif my fren sampai la kul 3 pagiii
hahaha
sori to keep u. haha
thx for ur help niwaes
haha
ydae i jogged till selarang camp.
then 3G-ed wif alvin
HAHAHAHAHA
showed him his HOME for 2 years
hahahahaah

and and and!
ALVIN!!! 13 MARCH IS SO DAMN NEAR. GOOD LUCK.!!!!

dats all folks
time to jog again. hahas.

2009-02-27T03:01:00.002+08:00

this week have been great ah
really2 great
summore abt wat happened after work ydae
niwaes i started working at mad jack oredi
and i have to say its 3 times more easier than working in swensens. hahas
hes not that into u is a good movie. i learned alot frm it.
*stare in the eyes* "1...2...3.. "
hahahaha!.
i miss skool sia
serious sia
hais
nvm
thats all for nw

east side and north side clubberrr. hahahahahaha.
hope to mit u guys nxt wed. nyeah.
outz!

2009-02-21T00:04:00.007+08:00

mask of death. 75% attack speed. those who play dota will noe.
nic. zully. fiq

the good boi and syafiq the skool gangster.

fanjo, acap,kimchi. & 2 little heads behind us.nyeah

went to mit my frens frm my EX SKOOL.
hahaha
then went off to dhoby ghaut to apply for job
with hakim, irfan, zarifi, athirah, nicole
then met LTC willy and his fren which i forgot hu
but both rich bastards
then off home for soccer
hahass
thats all for todae
quote of the day
"live long, live strong"

2009-02-20T00:08:00.004+08:00

to willy, vinny, sebesy

how i wish everiday was tuesday...

i LOVE MDIS.

HAHAHA.

maximum tune.

fish and co

apple strudel

paid debts

gelare

SWEE LA.

2009-02-19T23:41:00.007+08:00

LAST FEW VULTURES STANDING. hahahahah

read ur blog.

hurt

damn "pek cek"(willy teach)

life goes on

still love u like crazy.

outz!

2009-02-14T20:55:00.005+08:00

happi valentines!
spent my day doing marketing exam which i cnferm fail
then went off to mit my baby girl
i effing missed her la
hahas
juz walked ard at cthall wif baby, heza and her bf

makan.

slack.
after that went hme
i shall not explain in details coz im dead tired
and sad knowing the fact i screwed my marketing paper
hahas
i love u to bits and pieces. hahas
much love and kisses

outz!

AND O YARH

THX EH WILLY FOR PEPPERSPRAYING MY FACE

U DONT NOE HW DIFFICULT IT IS FOR ME TO STAY CALM AND NOT RETALIATE EH

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

no la.

*watch ur back*

hahahahahahaha

2009-02-14T00:16:00.002+08:00

forget abt my last post.
although its still there blablabla
nvm
so yea
3 more papers and im DONE!
hooray2
happi2
till......................
ns...
i still havent receive my enlistment letter
so yea
i think they like forgot abt me
cm "eh the zul who live at pasir ris i think juz exempt him ah. juz forget abt him. dun have to enlist him into ns"
this is wat the goverment was thinking.
hahaha
hope so
so yea
much love and kisses to readers and mostly to my beloved gf

cheers.

2009-02-11T22:13:00.003+08:00

i kept so much inside.
im fucking stressed out.
wif exams and all.
if ur pressured, then wat abt me?

after 1 yr and 5 mths knowing u, ive felt that u have changed
mebe its juz me. idk
im confused!.life so sian~~~(k diz is an inside joke and it was appropriate to use it.so i did haha)

i noe ur going through o lvls and such
i hoe hw stressful it is
i went thru it b4.
i was so stressed that i failed.hah -_-
ur busy wif skool and such
i tried to be understanding but its not easy not meeting and not even talking much nowadays.
im feeling sad and angry wif all this is bcoz I LOVE U.

there are some other things which is really not appropriate to say it out.
and when i ask u abt it u will tend to get angry. and idk wat to do
i trust u. i really2 do
but everiday, its seems like new things happen.
mebe its juz me

mebe its me
mebe it is
hope it is.
i love u baby..
i really do..
much love and kisses to u baby

till then
outz!

2009-02-10T01:40:00.001+08:00

EXAMS! EXAMS! EXAMS! EXAMS! EXAMS! EXAMS! EXAMS! EXAMS! EXAMS! EXAMS! EXAMS! EXAMS! EXAMS! EXAMS! EXAMS! EXAMS! EXAMS! EXAMS! EXAMS! EXAMS! EXAMS! EXAMS! EXAMS! EXAMS! EXAMS! EXAMS! EXAMS! EXAMS! EXAMS! EXAMS! EXAMS! EXAMS! EXAMS! EXAMS! EXAMS! EXAMS! EXAMS! EXAMS! EXAMS! EXAMS! EXAMS! EXAMS!

all the best to me. :)

2009-01-31T21:38:00.006+08:00

had my pbm(II) paper in the morning

sub paper

gi fail kan

da kene gi amek

it was okay ah

i got like 70% chance of passing? haha

after that went to meet my baby girl

ydae she planned to mit at 1245 at tanah merah

but then at last she came at 230

haha

lucky alvin stay at tanah merah

can slack there, play dota and smell his food.

hahahahahaha

went to the airport with baby to study

THX EH NADIA FOR TEACHING ME POA

cikgu Nadia(strict nk mampus) haha

really blur oredi sia

shudnt have played a fool in class

haiyo

but i think i can make it ah

haha

although it was juz a study date,

it was fun coz its been long since i met her

like 5 days?

ard there

haha

missed her la

i had a great time today syg!

love u!

and and and!! swensens dun wanna take me back :( haha

need a new job. TAG ME IF U HAVE ANY JOBS. THX EH!

2009-01-28T01:02:00.001+08:00

im glad were ok
ily..
dun ever do dat again..
i miss school sia.
no skool=no money
need to find my own
i got a job at ubi. shalom
BUT, i have to wake up at 5. EVERIDAY
and its nt even confirmed that i can get a job
its like onli when they need the man power
sian
i need somebody to wake me up at 5
haha
alarm clock doest work, coz i can snooze it all the way up till noon. hahahah
some people may noe of my sleeping habits especially willy and vinny
u guys noe best
HAHAHAHA
its 1 am. i need to wake up at 5.
can i do it?
onli time can tell
all the best to me.
NYEHHH
hahahaah

even though today wasnt a good day for us.. we still made it through
i love u
i love u
i love u
im not confused
its true.
nites...

2009-01-17T23:57:00.014+08:00

..Beautiful friendships..

nyeh
random
brothers

view frm above. haha

waaaaaa

kusum's hse party

principle of accounts and finance teacher. cute huh he?

me and a little girls hand. sheesh.

went to kusum's hse warming party

it started out slow

then suddenly dk hu ah open topic abt ghost stories

siak ah scary sia

we were so into the story telling till kusum suddenly open the most scariest story

it was scary coz it happened in the room we were in

sial ah kusum

haha

thx for the great day though

hope gatherings like this happen again in the future

till then

outz!

.zully.

2009-01-17T01:14:00.008+08:00

snap shots

mit up place. haha
undeniably one of the best teacher
the gerls

vulture cliques. again. haha

hey.

even good things comes to an end.

juz hope its not the last of our friendship

outz!

2009-01-14T23:16:00.003+08:00

VULTURE BOIS!

frm left to right; sebesy(sleeping lol)willy, zully, vinny, sky
the brothers whom i screwed their fnb project. hahaha.sorie la

as most of u ppl noe, school is coming to and end soo
and real soon
lets start frm the top
we didnt know each other starting of skool
its hard to let go la smetimes
i mean everiday we i mit vinny at tanah merah
willy at ct hall
and the rest at queens shuttle bus
hahas
have fun in skool together
laugh and share probs together
do projects together
i hope it doesnt come to an end when we finish skool
wea re all going our seperate ways
willy to COMMANDO LEH!
vinny 3rd battalion infantry
sky gg for degree
sebesy pending for ns
and me still pending for ns
and not to forget dexxy
also pending for ns
hahas.

next there are other ppl whom im quite close to in class
ppl like jeremy,ida, kusum, dila, norman, ricky, priscilla
im gonna miss u guys to. and dun lose contact though.
ppl like ricky, u ought to be killed if u lose contact coz u stay so near.
hahaha

i learnt alot during this 10 mths course
apart frm gaining knowledge in the hospitality and service industry
i learned more abt life from ppl which different backgrounds.
looking at people coming and going out of my life
i will not mention names
but most of us shud noe hu
hahas.

finally its coming to an end.
mebe we can see each other in the hospitality industry someday?
hope so. im going to miss u guys laaaaaa.
especially the vulture cliques. hahas
didnt noe this name wud be some sort of grp name sia
hahaha.

hope all of us will be happi after the course.
till then..
cheers.

BTW whoever change number or aniting MUST REPORT. OR u

can GO detention barrackor guard duty. hahahaha
.zully.

2009-01-01T18:38:00.005+08:00

COUNTDOWN 2009!

happi new year to all

went to the countdown last nite

at the dmarquee at dwntwn

didnt bother to take pics coz was busy having fun

it was quite fun coz got alot of techno and all that

but the placed was packed wif mats and ahbeng

hahaha

its so funnnn

went there wif eman imran and

my tamp mart frens(coz most of them live ard tamp mart)

hehe

met helmi and fezra at ard 12+

lmbt sia

org dabes kire pun

haha

it was a great nite.

juz danced lil bit.

after that home sweet hme

walked hme sia!

haha

penat pe

haha

thats all

happi new year!!!!

sori if i neglected u for the nite

im sorieee... i love u so much

outz!

army/police/civil defence here we come

2008-12-27T01:58:00.003+08:00

alvin got his letter for enlisment todae
and he is suppose to report on march 13!
its like juz 2 mths frm now!
i meant we went to the check up together and we are in the same class
so MOST PROBABLY IM GOING IN THE SAME TIME AS HIM
sial ah ns sia
haha

hope i dun lose contacts wif all my vulture boys
all going ns siol. except SK la. coz he oredi finished his.
-_-

sometimes i think how it wud be when im in
mebe new frens are made?
learn to be a better person?
but it will really hurt me to leave her behind
it wont be easy for me and for her to talk and meet much
i love u so much and i dun wanna lose u juz because i have to serve ns for 2 yrs -_-
sad seh
i love u
i love u
i love u
i love u
i will propose when i get out of camp. haha!!!!(inside joke eh)
hahas
new years not here yet but my top of the list resolution is to get to noe her better and love her like nvr b4
rawr. hahas
outz!
gtg.

love my bby loads..

2008-12-22T21:50:00.010+08:00

singapore vs vietnam

candid

brothers relek ku

SPIRIT OF SINGAPOREANS

B4 MAtch

kick off!

to me it was a great match coz there was a fight

i mean it wasnt juz a one sided game

it was my ferst time attending a soccer match at a stadium

the feeling was great

the roar of the crowds

the environment is soooooooo different

i mean, imagine watching soccer all ur life wif commentators

and suddenly ur watching soccer in silence

just hearing roars of the crowds

hahas

it was very loud there untill the fucking vietnamese scored

the stadium was a little quieter

but it was a great match but cud have been better if our side won

dats all for now

cheeriosss..

2008-12-17T11:23:00.007+08:00

guys of my class
the best ppl u will ever meet. the guys and gerls dat made it happen

ape je norman. hahahahaha.

LEFT 4 DEAD PLAYERS. hahahaha

paiseh sia. haha.

cream pied!!! hahaah!!

yesterday was fun

they bought me and jaq a cake sia

i was quite shocked

hahas

i wud really2 want to thank all of u

thx for making my day.

i cant thank u guys enough seh. haha.

dats all for now.. i need to do more of wat 18 yr olds CAN do. hahaha

2008-12-16T10:33:00.004+08:00

went out wif my sis and mum to kind of "celebrate" my bdae

hahas

we had lunch at swensens

and i really3 thinks they have better sevice than airport(where i used to werk)

it was my bdae and they snapped a photo and gave us in a frame

i mean airport wont even do that. hahas

and their food are given in large proportions..

hahas

moving onnn

there is this one shop in bugis u guys shud try. the chewy puff or smth

its effing nice.

i wud like to thank nadia and dila for posting their bdae wishes on their blog

i really2 appreciate it.

and nadia was really2 sweet by singing me a song at 12 midnight!!

hahah

so sweet. hahas. gtg

love u all.

but i love u more

i love u most

i love u forever

i love u infinity:P

2008-12-15T09:40:00.002+08:00

hahah.

finally the time has come

really sia finally sia da 18

haha

thx for all ur wishes either thru phone or msn or watever.

thanks to everione.

:):):):):):)

dang

2008-12-14T18:20:00.001+08:00

k i srewed my blog skin

need help!!!!

TMRW IM 18 BEBeH!!

hahahas

dats all though.

its alrite im ok. *smiles*

if ur happi then im happi for u. :):)

!soccer soccer!soccer soccer!

2008-12-13T13:56:00.002+08:00

i noe everiting now.

now i noe why things have been happening

sedih kepe.. nvm

life goes on.

:):):):)

hey 2 more days to my bdae right?

at least smth to be happi abt. hahas

i wanna take bike license as soon as possible then i can go wherever

hahas

i will keep myself busy and occupied to make me forget abt stuffs

so yea. soccer and silat and lan ah everiday! hahaha

going out to my sis hse. sleeping over for the nite. hahas

outz!

2008-12-11T20:54:00.004+08:00

.day out.

this bear is woorth 998 bux sia! hahas. (didnt buy it niwaes)

my sis daughter

went out wif my sis and her mother in law and aunt i think
hahas
went to town
coz they wanted to shop and such ah
i juz tagged along coz i was bored
hahas
i think they are crazy(my sis hubby side of the fam)
really crazy. crazily rich
i mean they bought a kettle which was worth 2.5k? wth
and they spend money like water
i was like okaaaaaaaaaaay. hahas.
it wasnt that bad la. coz its been a long time since i went to town niwaes. hahas
so yea. hahas. dats all for todae. tmrw i have skool in the morning!!!
gahhhhhhhhhh.

outz!

2008-12-07T17:43:00.004+08:00

.:.NaDia.:.

hey u..

im sorie coz it didnt werk out.

im sorie to hurt u even after we broke up

juz want u to noe ur the best

it was the best 1 yr 3 mths of my life

im sorie coz i didnt have much time for u

when u were down, i wasnt there for u.

when u need me the most

and for that im really2 sorie..

moving on is not easy for me too.

but we have to be strong la

padan ah u tk dpt keje kat swensen. u tk strong. hahaha!

niwaes, hope u find smeone hu can really appreciate u.

smile alwaes...

take care..dun take drugs.

..bye..

brother for life

everiting steng(share)

cigs

taxi fare

money

psp

water

food

girls(soon. HAHA!)

aniting else? hahahahs

2008-12-06T23:49:00.003+08:00

im a bad fren
wasnt a good boifren
not a good son
not a good muslim.
nt a great student.

what am i good at then? hais. wat a loser..

2008-12-06T23:10:00.014+08:00

pics on friday!! b4 our kancong moments of presentation!!

i was trying to fly!!! hahaha

we rawk.juz me though in this pic. haha
joyce, me and ermm i forgot her name.
me and my classmate which i forgot who. haha!.

styling my hair. tapi tetap tk style. haha

todae sux. period.

dun wanna tok abt it.

hope tmrw is a better day.

2008-12-04T11:00:00.011+08:00

its a new day

some ppl of my class

nyeahah
snap shot!haha!

ooo i got hair like kusum's. haha!

retarded ppl

my mouth looks wrong. and alvin looks so kiddy. haha

*lol* haha

yesterday wasnt such a great day

i was a little moody but tried to be happi ydae

hahas..

onli i noe why im being a little fucked up

its a secret and it shall stay that way.

maybe i shud juz FORGET IT

nvm..

shud i tell or shudnt i?..

mebe its oredi too late.. :)

cheers.

hey

2008-11-30T12:32:00.004+08:00

im so sad..
why did u have to "break up?"
i was alwaes nice to u.. took care of u
and dis is hw it happend?..
hais..
i noe there is no turning back..
i miss u..

wat ever i type above is actually for my handphone!
pecah sia!
thx uh dila!
thx for like msging me at the wrong time.
tsk!
haha
i was reading her msg then aleh2 saper tah gi tendang bola beh jatuh pecah
nabeh tengteng
tkde this is wat ppl call fate. hahas
at least still have my psp uh. hahas
nvm theeeen.
time to get a new phone
cheerios.

random

2008-11-27T10:16:00.004+08:00

those who understand malay read the "ramuan"! hahahaha. spot the not.bought it in msia.

sick sia.
ricky and alvin.having the most intensive battle on their psp. note alvin's lips.
it shows how intense it is
hahaha
wtf

niwaes
didnt go to skool yesterday
coz lazy uh
hahas
but played soccer and nite
effing syiok
were like being hooked on to soccer sia
we play at least 3 times per week
hahas

niwaes,
ader la satu insan tu ader course beh tk dtg skola
alamak mendak ah
see u soon. and i will see u on wednesday even though i told u im not cming.
hahahaha
like duh im cming kan
tsk
k la outz!

:)

2008-11-24T23:43:00.018+08:00

MY MSIA TRIP. HAHA

found diz at the mosque. cm cool. hahas.

cute kepe!

some charcoal bread. its nice tau. hahas

ol fashioned lemonade.

my mums fish

my sis

before! beef ribs!

After! *burps*

my bro

me!

mom and me

my sis and mom shopping. nyeh

baby driver and daddy

nyeahahah

juz came back frm a 3 day trip to msia

we went to mallaca

actually for a wedding. but on the second day we went to KL

quite fun la the trip

the ferst nite we ate at Pernu for dinner

its a seafood place ah

effing awesome

the next day we went to KL and went over to the pavillion mall or smth
my parents went shopping and such.
ate at tony romas
fuh best
haha
dats all i guess nthing much to blog la.
they say a picture says a thousand words
i have 14 pics so there is 14000 words uh. hahas.
nites then. tired seh. chiaaoosss.

update

2008-11-21T15:39:00.003+08:00

sorie for not updating for long. hahas.
been busy and didnt have a comp. so yeah.
hahas
skrg da ader comp. my mum bought for me for my bdae
hhahahahahah
its mostly for my skool werk though
and DOTA
hhahahas
life have been ok la
full of ups and down.
standard
and im bullshitting here coz i dunno wat to say
hahas
AND AND AND!
MY BDAE IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO NEAR
hahahas
but still i have to find 200 bux for nea
dorg mintak derma ah -_-"
if any of u wanna give me money to pay nea to prompt me. hahas
cheers. hahas
outz!

dila loser. hahaha

heh

2008-11-09T15:53:00.002+08:00

YESTERDAY WAS SUPERB!
went to anuar zain's concert
eventhough my legs were killing me with the blisters
but it was fucking awsome
worth every cent of my 120bux
hahas
when he sing i can feel my "bulu roma berdiri"
tk tau translate ah beb
hahs
it was greeaaaaaaaaaaaaat.
im sure to go to the concert again
terserempak ngan ben
tk sangke kau pegi eh!
haha

nxt topic
hahas
moving on is hard but we both have to face it
i will support u all the way
dun worry
even though we are apart im still ur fren
i will help u all i can to make u happi
even if it hurts me i will still help u coz im baek and cute
haha!!
k la
dats all for now

ur the best gerl a guy cud find. hope the next guy can learn to appreciate u and not repeat my mistakes
gud bye then,

2008-10-24T00:32:00.004+08:00

HAPPI 17TH BDAE KIM!

yesterday we celebrated kim's bdae
it was ok lah
hahas
i mean some parts of it wasnt that fun
niwaes hope u have wonderful years ahead of u.

now abt me, im sure i flunk my marketing paper sia!
kiwak tol.
scary sia and fucking difficult.
gaaaah. hahas.
gtg then.
dunno what to type luh.
hahas. outz!

2008-10-24T00:25:00.005+08:00

brothers

cicak and me

wan ganja and me

at wan ganja's hse.

i noe raya is almost over
but since i cant update, i will do it now. hahas
raya turned out to be quite fun la. hahas
collected alot of money
nyehhhh
and furthermore i am making people like ida and dila happi by updating my blog. hahas.
happi tk korg? lol.

wei

2008-10-10T13:19:00.001+08:00

here i am blogging away in a lan shop
hapi dila?
kat lan shop tau tk maen dota
hahaha
nth happen la dis few days. juz dat house bunny sucked
tkmuh tngok
hahahas
i got alot of pics but tkleh upload ah
mebe besok2 ah
hahas
dats all
lazy to blog
nyeeeeeh
outz!

wei

2008-10-03T15:50:00.002+08:00

rayeeeeeeee
diz year wasnt the best raye of my life seh
mlm raye je da gaduh ngan parents
then morning, was the ferst time that me, my father and bro went to different mosques.
lols
i didnt feel the raye mood seh this year
but its ok.
i mean i still got lik 300+ in raya money
weeee
can buy psp
nyehhh
hahas

this month is a bad month for relationship i guess.
my frens also having trouble wif it
nvm i will not say more abt it.
lols.
tmrw FMT exams siol!
walao. hope i pass ehhhh. hahas.

niwaes slamat hari raya kepada seme umat islam. kalau ader aper silap salah yg zul da buat harap2 dapat dimaafkan. harap makan minum zul seme dpt dihalalkan. lagi2 helmi. da bnyk kali aku mkn kat umah kau. hahas. SLAMAT MENYAMBUT HARI RAYE

i love u all. cheers.

yo

2008-09-28T14:20:00.003+08:00

ye ida
ni da update nie

raya is coming
ramadhan is almost over
i feel like so angry for not using the ramadhan time to my advantage
gahhh
its like a bonus mth for muslims and i didnt even bother
nvm,
put that aside
im haveing such a bad day
gosh i dk why
since yesterday seh..
mebe i do noe why but im just nt sharing
hahas
due dates for projects are fucking near and i still havent finish them up
argh..
tmrw morning i must finish them up
tu pun klau ader member nk dtg kasi pinjam laptop ah
lols
then tmrw nite mebe breaking fast wif my "brothers"
mebe uh
not fully planned yet
hahas
k la
dats for now
chiaos.

2008-09-16T01:16:00.002+08:00

its been long since ive updated
hahas
smth wrong wif my internet ah
hahs
these few days have been quite tiring ah
werking then skool
and i still havent start on my projects sial!
SHITTTT
now wif my internet
i think i can finish it up soon enough
hahas
and my exam is coming soon
blablabla
tmrw will be having dinner wif my classmates
hope it goes well and fun
hahas
wif me it will be fun
haha!
k outz!

eh

2008-08-26T01:29:00.004+08:00

lamer tk update eh
niwaes
hahas
been meeting her alot nw
im not complaining ah eh btw
hahas
i still got loads to do for my project and i still havent start!
I dun even noe wat to do for it
hahas
niwaes
work now is like so tiring ah
EVERIDAY not enough people werking den we like have to do two times our job
damn tired sia..
i onli wanted to work on weekends but cm tk sampai hati ah. my boss calling or msging every now and then asking to work extra hours and more days
seriously, if i cud, then i wud
but im falling behind in skool
and i realy3 need to buck up
SO IF UR FREE AND NEED A JOB DO COME DOWN AND APPLY AT SWENSENS AIRPORT T2
THERE IS A 90% CHANCE U WILL GET HIRED
SO GET UR ASS DOWN HERE AND HELP US
hahahaha
dats all for now i guess
gotta go for skool tmrw
gahhhhhhhhhhhh
if onli the skool was so near like my secondary skool..
5 bus stops awaaaaaaaaaay
now its like 19 MRT stops away. gosh
and3 next week da puase! yipee. haha

outz!!!

ily ily ily ily ily werds can express how i feel.<3

wowzer

2008-08-21T00:40:00.005+08:00

my love. my drug. my everiting. <3

hold me tight. dun ever let me go.

hey

2008-08-18T01:02:00.003+08:00

havent update for quite sometime
been busy wif skool and werk
niwaes
august is like so full of bdaes ah
haha
ferst norman
then wilfred
nw cheney
hahas
happi bdae guys
norman's party was a bomb
i tot not alot wud come but in the end i think most came
hahas
im like effing left out siak all turning 18 and above
and im still 17
long way to go to dec 15
hahas
niwaes
skool is like realy tearing me up frm inside
the classes have changed to afternoon and now he are studying 4 subjects with 4 different projects
i swear i cant cope wif it now
still have to push myself to do it.
no more time for fun and games
its even worse than facing o lvls sia
serious.
i can onli enjoy life after 20?
coz after skool i have to serve NS (u better wait for me eh syg. haha)
gud luck to me and all u peeps u are having o lvl and N lvl

(M)r (D)oofus(I)nternational (S)chool
k bored
haha

P.S: i noe its like kind of long way to go but, RAYA DA DEKAT SEH. (aku tau la puase pun blum.) haha

2008-08-11T22:45:00.003+08:00

2.30 am. 11/08/2008. great nite.<3